Thanks for replying, Junerain. That is true, but I can't seem to shake the feeling that when I turn 18 I'm going to get a lot of responsibility thrown at me, and if I don't grow up fast I'm not going to be able to handle it. I picked this website because I don't find it easy actually talking about my feelings - writing them is much less difficult. (Which is why I don't think I'd be able to talk to any teachers at school, but thanks for the suggestion anyway. ) I am in individual therapy, though - have been since November.