I miss what we had before & I want it back again. Our love was good & he cared about my feelings. I have a lot of feelings for him & can't see myself with anyone else. He is my dream man. I like & love many things about him as well as dislike some things about him. My heart tells me that it can be good if he can compromise and see that I'm not here to hurt him. He's a damaged person & doesn't trust easily. He has retaliated immaturely at me for minor things & I've forgiven him for it b/c I knew he was feeling insecure. I don't know if he's shutting down b/c he doesn't want to be with me or b/c he hasn't worked for almost 3 months & he's depressed.