I actually had a lengthy conversation with T the other day about this. T explained that it is a natural part of the therapy process to grow attached to and dependent on your T. The conversation came up because I still struggle at times with how much I depend on T, and how attached I am to T.

I guess what I'm saying is most Ts expect the attachment, the dependence, the "missing T" feelings over holiday. It's ok, even if we, the patients, struggle to be ok with it (like I do!)