Yeah, see, as you're still struggling with basic hygiene, that definitely shows a skewed perspective, right?

"Doing something nice for your body" does not mean having to do something you enjoy. Sure, that would be preferable, but it means taking CARE of your body. Which, for you right now, would be basic simple hygiene like taking a shower, brusthing your teeth, combing your hair, wearing clean clothes, etc. For me, "doing something nice for my body" would mean making sure I'm eating healthy, start exercizing, floss (I hate flossing with a passion), and goes as far as to include going to hairdresser to get my hair dyed. Oh! And I've gone to the doctor this year about a stomach problem, and recently went to see a chiropractor (absolutely terrifying for me, but I am trying to take better care of myself).

I think that for you, the preoccupation with sex is a problem because you avoid everything else with it. Am I right? You view your body as only good for having sex, so you don't take care of it because you aren't having sex. You couldn't enjoy the massage properly because you couldn't separate it from a sexual act. Am I close with those?