hehe i think this is not really good for me.
i don`t have to visit that self injury forum every day.

tonight i woke up from a very unpleasant dream about SI
as if i do it, when even when i ever did it it was NOTHIGN serious and i went quichly to a councelor and i was never really addicted to it.
i felt it almost physically as if some broked glass is going into my skin... it was stinging.

now that i read so much about ppl who do it and htink of it i guess it had some kind of negattive influence on me

i came here to this site particulary-and maybe MOSTLY becasue i see helping people mentally as a challange.
and i like doing it i see what they write and i am sorry for them and i can understand the, sometimes i can sometimesonly theoretically. but this helping point is where are come from.

i CAN`T call myself VERY KNOWLAGBLE but i won`t say i don`t have any knowlage at all..

it`s funny now i had a dream and thoughts about it i don`t like it and i just take a deep breath and let it go and DON`T let it scare me becasue this way of life is not part of who i am anymore!

life`s good. we have to appriciate what God gave us and live in peace with what we have.!