I hate going to therapy. I hate it. I get completely freaking nervous before I have to go, then I get in the room, my T smiles at me, usually in a way I perceive as flirtatious, and I feel like I have to get everything in my head under control. I wish I'd never started to go. I may have had massive rage, anger, and anxiety before I started therapy but now? Now I have all these things, and feelings falling out all over the place, and a desire, that is overwhelming, pardon mon francais to hate **** my therapist into the floor and then walk out.