Willow-this is the only thing i know about emotions: they don't HAVE to have a reason. They just are. You just feel how you feel and that's it. Then you should get to deal with them however you need to hat doesn't hurt others or yourself. If how you need to deal does hurt you or someone else then you should get the opportunity to learn a better way. That's all there is. There is no supposed to or should when it comes to emotions.