I can totally relate to what you are going through. I had very similar work issues that exascerbated my depression as well. I wasn't out quite as long - I missed two weeeks while I was in a partial hospital program - but I did have medical restrictions when I came back. And my immediate supervisor was very harsh with me, making my recovery harder.
So, I know what you're going through, and I've pretty much made it through to the other side. And I'll be here for you, to do anything I can to help you get through, too.
Jo
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