I just met a married man at a hotel and had sex with him. We met online and it was the first time we have ever met. If I had met him for lunch first I don't think I would have went through with it but we met right at the hotel.

Now I feel awful. ughhh. the other married man I am seeing would probably be mad, but he hasn't seen me since October. We still talk all the time online. And there are so many more that I could meet also.

What a way to start the new year. ugh