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Originally Posted by Freewilled
I think what you did shows that you know how to take care of yourself and was really creative. I wouldn't have thought to do that because, although I have similar fears, my mind freezes in response. I also think it was super brave for you to tell your T and that he responded well. Sounds like you are doing great work 
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Thank you, your post means a lot to me, maybe I should print it and read whenever I feel bad

I knew that I would be paralyzed if he ever wanted to hurt me and I wouldn't be able to do or say anything. Thus, as I couldn't prevent anything, I just wanted to protect myself as well as I could, even if my fear was irrational... Thank you for understanding...