My bf lives about an hour away from me. We live in Canada.. and well.. the weather around this time of year sucks.

We're both 22.. I just finished university.. he had a couple of stints in universities.. realized it wasn't for him now he's finishing up at college. Him and I aren't exactly financially stable at the moment.. so we live with our parents. We steal moments when we can to do it (trust me, this relationship is SO MUCH MORE than about the sex.. but the sex is a really good part of it).

I lost my virginity to him.. actually really recently (Christmas Eve, and yes it was tres romantic aha). Now.. I don't know if this is a common thing or whatnot.. But pretty much every day I see him.. I want to have sex. I think there's only been two days where we haven't seen each other that we haven't had sex.

I'm supposed to see him today.. but the weather might be too bad, and I might not get to.

And I'm being completely honest here, I want to see him physically because I want to have sex. I also want to embrace him and kiss and whatever.. but I think that if he's not able to make it today.. I'm going to be mostly disappointed because that means I won't be able to have sex today!

I don't want to get frustrated with him just because he can't make the drive in this crappy weather (he has Generalized anxiety disorder.. so it's not him not wanting to have sex.. he just panics about things ppl without anxiety disorders may not necessarily understand.. but I guess we could understand how driving might be too scary in those conditions). I know it won't be me actually being frustrated with him, but sexually frustrated.

And don't just offer the tip of that I can masturbate... I need other reasons/tips too. Masturbation is definitely not the same as sex. Is there like.. some kind of meditation or music? or distraction? Or I don't know?! HELP!