You are not "rambling and boring," dear one. You have legitimate concerns and we care.

I saw your poll. I know some symptoms overlap, but I am not a professional and neither are other folks in general here, so I just don't know how to answer. I do know that borderline and bipolar symptoms tend to overlap.

Since this forum is for people to comment on their scores, you might want to look around to see what forums could be good for your other concerns. Relationships and Communication could be an option to go into more detail about relatives, for example.

I am very happy to hear about the plans in the works, and I certainly hope the money will come through.