I could really use some support and encouragement here. I only have two friends, who both live three hours away from me. And family is not exactly behind me and 'in my corner'.
I've got a plan, that I want to lose 15-20 lbs. The difficulties I face: no support, no money to try different diets, no training gyms nearby, and let's not forget the depression. (lack of motivation and energy too) I've been trying to loss it for about two years now, with little success. I started off with ten extra lbs; then had surgery on my wrist and gained ten more.
But I need to do this, for me- how I feel about myself, how I look at myself, and to help in getting better. My parents don't help at all, they just do the opposite- criticizing me and my habits, blaming me for my lack of energy and motivation, and making snub comments. But I do have a few things on my side: I have a stationary bike, some 'homemade' weights, I love sports, and I have my own basketball court on my farmsite. (technically only half a court)
Would anyone like to help me? I want to do this, maybe just need some encouragement and support and kind thoughts / reminders...
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