I am suffering from depression and I have for a few years. I have been withy boyfriend for a year now, and this is the second winter we've been together. My depression gets worse in winter.
When I get really bad and am feeling really low and down, I tend to push him away and I hide my feelings and emotions. I feel like I can't be all loving and cuddly like he wants it's not that I don't love him or I don't want to go kiss him and hug him everyday, but there are days when I just can't. It's even starting to affect our sex life. It's one of the most sacred and special things in our relationship but I just can't get in the mood. I also seem to get irritated and frustrated way more easily and he doesn't understand what's happening when I break down crying. I feel like my depression is ruining my relationship