Not depressed per se, though I can't seem to do much or care about anything and keep crying (3 f'ing hours last night alone). It's situational. Still, it sucks. Rejection sensitivity is through the roof, and all kinds of it have snowballed together along with a major self-esteem issue into a big ol' pile of what's the point? I just give and give and for what? Feeling very hurt and alone. The typical numbness of my depressions is looking pretty good right now. Maybe it's wrong, but I'd trade.