Today was just a bad day for me. And it saddens me to say this because I've had so many good days in a row. I hated everyone. It made me want to cry, because it was so frustrating. I hate my job.

I do not have anyone that I can relate to. It would be so nice to have someone on the same level as me who I could talk to. Will I ever have a bipolar friend to relate to. Someone who gets it? Everyone I tell I am bipolar, they immediately find some way to undermine my diagnosis..It's almost like they are really ashamed or embaressed by what I told them and feel uncomfortable accepting it as truth. Like, a friend who I confided in the other day said "Oh it's probably your hormones, I bet thats what it is." And I thought to myself, 'I didn't tell you this to ask what your diagnosis is, I told you to let you know of my diagnosis.'

I just wish I could find someone to talk to who I could tell that I am bipolar, and they say 'me too.'