AH: I think he is cute , he can be clingy like he will ask a million and one questions if I don't feel well and he will always compliment and be all mushy. there is nothing about him that shows he is a badboy at heart. I dont know how to explain it but he is just always nice sometimes clingy constantly wants to know how I am and what I am doing. He is an awesome person in general but still. I also don't like how he isn't stabalized with his career. I know that is probably terrible or shallow of me but I was with my ex and he had stuff done and I have stuff done so now this is weird and feels awkward.

I am ready for commitment see with the military guy I had an amazing time and if we would of gone forward I would of had no issues bringing him home.

I am not sure what the elephant in the room is I know that I am over ex and I would never want to go back to him. I hate how I was treated and stuff like that.

they were jocks, kind, usually knew what they wanted to do or where they wanted to go . They were ambitious, we hung out when we could, They weren't so mushy and needy sometimes I even felt like I had to ask for the attention.

I felt like that after I just I don't know for a long time he made it about me wanting things and pressuring or making things move faster. I wanted to feel wanted and appreciated like someone wanted time with me and to commit to me.My ex couldn't and it hurt. and now trying to date and everything its hard because ... Well maybe its me I keep trying to find someone or some kind of feeling that everything is okay and will proceed as supposed to and they will be willing to commit down the line.