I sorta asked this some time ago but... I feel weird about this. I'm not too excited about telling my nurse (who tells pDoc) about this, and it's in the past anyways...

backstory:
When I was a kid, at least 6 years old, I started realizing there were cameras everywhere. I'd check my walls and stuffed animals for them and at first I thought "No, what am I doing? There can't be cameras there... but still...." after time though, that went away and I just believed that there were cameras. I also knew that there were to people outside my window who'd watch me at night. Often when I was laying down my body would feel like it was expanding and turning into fat. I would check and my body would be normal but it scared me. Later, in my early teens or preteens or so I realized it was because they wanted to recruit me for my powers. I was always on guard about what I said and how I acted, even if I was "alone" because I didn't want to do anything to mess up my chances of getting in. I was like the chosen one. Later this turned into a more religious overtone. I'd get upset at people for not realizing how much power I had and that the demons were trying to get me. I could feel them and they haunted my dreams. There was a bunch of other things, but those were the main points.

About 2 years ago, maybe 3, all this started to just... go away. Now I have got anhedonia for just about everything, just want to be alone all the time, I stress out very easily, just can't seem to do much of anything, and mostly just flat and unemotional.
Thing is, I haven't told any of what happened to my nurse (or pDoc) because I have experienced very little of these er, types of symptoms for quite a while (whatever it is), and when I do they don't last long. And now I'm wondering if I really should tell them... but how would I even do that? "Oh yeah, I know it's been a year now, but uhh I used to see cameras,"? or is it even relevant anymore?