I'm sorry you can't use a relative. I know if it's an inheritance you can use a financial advisor, but that won't help here and they take a cut. Make it very clear that your illness is plaguing you in sobriety. I think like 80% of ppl with mental illness self medicate with drugs so it's not out of the ordinary.

Wishing you luck ♥

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