I feel that way too sometimes. I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety and some food issues and it can be really hard. It seems like as soon as I get things a little more together and I start to feel happy and less nervous things start to fall apart. And then I have some really bad days and I have to start over again. I can be really hard and I hate it but I know I have to do it. We can both do it! I know that if I don't try then there is no way for things to get better. Hang in there! Good Luck!
Kate