It comes as no shock or surprise that we would be easily forgotten if we suddenly dissapeared from this site. I wasn't looking for attention, just wanted to protect myself from being hurt by a promise that wasn't true. People told me initially that I would be able to find people who care here, so much for that. Glad I never got hurt by the fact that no one would miss me. I'm going to the hospital on Monday, and can expect to stay their for the duration of my life. Farewell. Learn to care about one another better, and stop being so self centered.