I just had a fight with one of my friends.
He said that I go through moments in which I'm a good friend. You know, I share my interests with other people and whatnot. THEN, I go through moments in which I'm the "biggest asshole in the world".
He basically told me next that he doesn't care about anything I say, because I'm me. He said that my hatred of the world will do nothing good for me.
I told him that everyone started hating ME first, and that I have the complete right to hate this world.
Before our conversation ended, I told him this: "When you go through what I go through, that is a crappy relationship with your brother that does nothing to repair your self esteem, OCD, thinking you're a child molester and actively seeking punishment for it, and years of suicidal tendencies, don't expect to come out of it sane."
He asked me "Do you think I care? Do you think anyone cares?" He told me that what I'm thinking will be my downfall.
Some people just don't get it.
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