So I had something pretty devastating happen to me this weekend (read about it in the BPD forum), and I ended up going into a BPD rage. I didn't have a lighter to burn with or a blade to cut with so I ended up just punching myself as hard as I could in the same place over and over. Has anyone else resorted to this as a measure for SI?

I also am upset with the results. There are only tiny bruises thus far (boyfriend says it takes a while for them to set in), and I'm angry that I have nothing to look at. My cuts are manifestations of my physical pain and now there's nothing.

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