(((PeeJay))),

You need to grieve whatever you feel was lost or not there for you. But try not to have anger towards others that do have a nice family, try to be happy that there are people who do have that, because you know what it is like not to. It never meant you were not worthy. Take the emptiness and fill it by doing as well as you can and caring for others
whenever you can.

((Caring Hugs)))
OE