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Old Feb 14, 2007, 10:10 AM
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OK, so I'm starting to think the addition of Wellbutrin is putting me into hypomania. I slept like crap last night and I feel awake and alive. And being aware of this myself, what do I do?

I end up racing this guy about a block away from the police station. It was a left turn lane, with two lanes, outside lane has to merge shortly after the turn. I was in the left lane waiting, and people start pulling up behind me, and then all of the sudden, he is there in the right, and just that fact alone already pissed me off.

I flipped my gearbox into manual mode and watched the cross traffic light as it turned to yellow then red, then "screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech!" I slid a little, but the traction control kept me in line, as I knew it would. Sure enough he was trying to out gun me and cut in front, but he had no chance.

I slowed down to turn into my work parking lot and he waved at me as I turned off. I was filled with adrenaline rush at first, but then just moments later I realize, how stupid is that?

Yes, my car is capable, yes I am a good driver, but still...it is so stupid. And being aware of possibly being hypomanic, why wouldn't I have kept that in mind?

Had I been caught, it would have been 30mph over the limit, and probably a racing charge, which is no joke.

So...so...stupid.
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