Hello 8abovefalling.
I can relate to everything you put here in your post. It brought tears to my eyes. It's a weird feeling to read someones words as if they were typed by yourself. I am new to this site and I dont know anyone who suffers from BP and who can relate to my messy mind. I am here trying to make sense of it all and feel less like a freak if that's possible.
Just wanted to say thanks!
Jen