I see my pdoc today. I've been on a new med 6 weeks; it's helping some, but not entirely; I say that to let you know I don't feel 100% as it is.

But I noticed last night, and this morning, and in previous visits to previous pdocs, that I seem to have an especially bad time 24 hours before I see the pdoc. I'm not sure why. It makes me wonder if I talk myself into feeling like complete crap just to have something to report to the pdoc, because while I don't feel great right now, I feel a lot better than I did the last time I saw her. Yet last night was my worst night in weeks.

Does anybody else notice themselves doing this, or am I just weird (or the drama queen many people accuse me of being)?

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