Ok updated status... So I go to Pdoc today to come off lexipro. I tell her I need something to calm me down to take when needed and she says no because of addiction. My reply is I will only take a few times a month as needed and definitely not an everyday thing. She says to stay on lexipro and she will have to talk with my T. Here's the best part for two months they both keep telling me they miss eachother and keep leaving messages for one another. Now I was already aggravated because of this idiot in the waiting room speaking on his cell like he was deaf. Tension already high, then after hearing she needs to speak to T I say you two have been trying to talk for two months what is that???? She didn't know what to say. After leaving I call T to tell her the story and told her this is absolutely ridiculous that you both cannot reach one another when all it is is a phone call. We'll see when I go to her tomorrow. WTF maybe they need adderall!!! Anyway just had to get it off my chest.