i've got an appointment booked with a gp but there is no way i am going to tell my parents... i get anxious thinking about what they would say.

the thing is i don't really feel like doing karate anymore. it's mainly due to so many youngsters who aren't very focused :\

i feel fine now for the moment. only a few minor negative thoughts. the only thing is now i'm wondering whether i'm actually "depressed" and i might just be wasting the gp's time because most websites say depressed people feel down most of the time. maybe i'm just going through a good patch and the bad patch won't come?