Sorry to hear about you Mom. I know it is a terrible loss. I lost mine 5 years ago and it still hurts at times but I have the good memories of her. She dies of COPD and I still have a lot of hate toward the disease. So I can relate. Take it one step at a time. And sometimes one breath at a time. Reach out to those you love.
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