My family found out about my purging. IM getting yelled at no one understands me. I dont know why im doing it honestly. I dont know what is going on with me. I dont understand this anymore. I feel like my head is a snowglobe that has gotten shook up and is all jumbled up and my head is not making any sense anymore. I dont know why i am doing this, and its hard because my family thinks i must know..i dont!!! I hate it, and yet am not stopping my mom asked if i know im hurting myself..and i told her yea i know...she said she would have thought i wouldnt want to do that...and its so hard..i dont know anymore..is anyone out there who understands me or who can offer me any support i am SOOO alone right now....
Thanks....
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