I did talk to both the counselor, my teachers and my parents but none of them will do anything about it. My parents got annoyed and told me that everyone changes and they will soon stop stalking me even though they had been stalking me for eight years, the main teacher(the teacher that arranges my meetings, etc) told me that the one thing they would do is put us all in the same room( I only told them about the one stalker because I did not believe they will believe me if I told them her brother is stalking me to but I did mention him) but I strongly and firmly rejected because one i do not think it is going to work and two in their heads they will probably think it as like a date but with those creeps I will never know they might as if know those creeps well enough they will do anything to make me like me and will try to stalk me "less" so i can be there friends as i know i will be forced to speak kindly( not to mention they might commit suicide or decide to have revenge I do not feel like i want them to turn into a rejected stalker) and my guidance counselor said she will tell all my teacher but sooner or later i will have to deal with it. I hope I don't seem like I am spitting my hate on them to you as many people give me such replies as i tried to be reasonable but i am mad that after years of finally having the courage to do so till this year they wont do a thing to help as the articles and books about stalkers( as I believe they are intimacy stalkers) all said that therapy is the only way as they can probably get a professionally or simply tell them what is appropriate and what is not and tell them to stop stalking me and find someone else. But instead i feel that they think i am the crazy one as they say " But she is smart and nice" or "He so nice and friendly"(as my friends told me that and befriended me because i am now a 'jerk' and tried of being stared towards at) but i do not care they are stalking me and I want it to stop immediately as day by day I sense and I see to that there obsession and insanity is growing and i could care less because trying to talk to my friends to get my information is not nice and taking 8 years to figure out someone is does not like you is not smart. I feel that day by day I can not trust anyone anymore and feel helpless as i am viewed as ridiculous. I know almost every thing they're is about stalking as I look it up almost every day hours a day for the past four years, hoping something they're will help, me permanently get rid of them and day by day it books make it seem impossible but that one thing that will help them therapy.
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