Yes, look online and in your newspaper for support groups. Call your local hospital to see if they have one. Contact NAMI, Nat'l Alliance for the Mentally Ill, as they always have local support groups. These are almost always free. Call United Way, too! Also maybe you can get a pdoc or T at a local mental health center that will charge only on a sliding scale and you don't always really have to pay them if you cannot. Isolation is not healthy even if we feel we hate people! Reach out more and you can find help. And stick with us here, too!