Thought I would update. Saw my Case Manager, who at one point threatened to hospitalize me for occassional SI. She came out and admitted that she was wrong. She had been trying to manipulate me into not doing it. But that unless it was happening often and if I was getting infections and doing serious damage, she would not do it! She asked that we both be honest eith each other from now on. Maybe? This has ended up okay? We'll see.