Hi Forsaken,
I'm sorry you're feeling unmissed and not cared about. It happens sometimes to all of us. I'm sure that's not the case because there are a lot of really good and caring people here although it may take a little more time for people to warm up to you or any other new comer, like IRL.
Why do you think you'll be in the hospital for the rest of your life?
I guess we,or should I just speak for myself, I can be guilty of being self centered-I apologize if that's what you felt. Nobody meant to make you feel bad intentionally.
I hope you stick around and give it more time, Forsaken.
((((((Forsaken)))))))) It's going to be okay.