also what is people's deal about music at night? wtf? it seems like other people have this big deal about not playing music at certain times and so on- like they have set times for everything, ok so I know the spoken rule sht but seriously do they FEEL that? Like... do they FEEL something that stops them doing that? Stops them playing something they want to hear at say midnight? stops them making a roast at 1am if they feel like it? Stops them from sleeping in the day if they want? Stops them from ust doing what they feel? whats up with that? Logically I get it- rules, work, society blah blah blah blah... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... but seriously how are they so.... hmmm... trained like puppies? O_O Although I think that I must be conformed to a certain small degree as I am in fact human I still don't get this extreme... hmmm... training?.. hmm.. like it reminds me of... sleeper agents in a movie (as a metaphor not literal weird crazy sht lol), like they are trained to do certain things by certain external stimuli or forces- eg nighttime go to sleep- after work-eat then sleep and so on. ROUTINES! thats the sht- they are like programmed by/ into routines like machines... funny the fact I see them as machines/sheep makes me again think I must not be anti-social as anti-socials are described as machines by some but then again who freaking knows? This what I think anyway. Routines have always eluded me :/ still can't keep a sleep routine, lately sleeping all day mostly then awake all night though last night I woke up about midnight n up now at 2.30pm since had to go out to do stuff regardless of wanting to sleep n now I'm up why sleep? Have trouble with that too- don't wanna get up when sleeping- don't wanna sleep when awake :/ hmmmm