evry morning we had to give a number one to ten on how we were doing mine was always a 3 cause I didnt sleep...they knew I wasnt sleeping....I had to ask to get seen by the doc...finally during week two he sees me and gives me an antidepressant with a sedative effect, 7.5 mg remron...didnt help...next day he said double it to 15 mg....didnt help...we tried to call fri.couldnt get him so med nurse said double it again to 30 mg and I had apointment to call doc on Monday...so monday comes I still had not slept....but monday night I tell the therapist I was working with that I took the valium the night before to help me sleep....noone needed to know...my stupidity I trusted her and told her....so next morning tues. morning they admit me to VA hospital...I beg them to not admit me to a VA hospital and that I have insurance to admit me to a local hospital and they blew me off....I get to the floor Im the only female thier and I went into total flashbacks and uncontrollable mood swings...in tears called the doc.who was the therapist I was working with told her what was going on...and she talked to me for a little while then thats when I went and smoked the cigarette....Im so pissed.....such a stupid thing cost me so much....and I asked for the help