Since my surgery 3 weeks ago, I haven't si'ed or od. Until last night and I took 10 Ativan. I tried everything I could think of, cleaning, reading a book, music, laundry, calling crisis lines. But nope, after everything was done I still was feeling overwhelmed, exhausted and guilt is eating me alive so I took the pills. Now what? I guess I come still call my crisis line and let them know what I did, I don't think they can do something after the fact, right???