I did stop crying after breaking down at work, I finally was able to force myself to so i could leave the building. But again now at home this evening I have been on the verge of tears the whole time but just too scared to let them flow.....alone they may not stop.......

It is such a difficult time and I feel so lost..............and so needy that it is killing me.

I wanted to ask........does anyone feel the deep need to be held, hugged by someone else for comfort, and when the moment presents itself that you back away terrified?

My workmate offered me a hug, she has in the past been quite supportive but I just kept jumping away from her and saying no. I don't understand.