unexpected bills are teh suck. believe me. i had a few doozies thrown at me a few weeks ago. (they'll just have to get in line.) i fully and wholeheartedly empathise.

can you call the welfare office and explain you're in too much pain to leave your house, and can the situations you need to be dealth with be dealt with by phone and mail?

the cable company can get in line. i just suggest you maintain internet just to have some contact with the outside world... and the support you can get from places like this. but i'm just an internet addict talking.

i'm not sure of the details of your situation but it certainly is obvious that the pain has taken over for your life. is there nothing that can be done? nothing they can give you?

are there any services in the area where you can have groceries delivered? i know one store around here (shop and save i think) let's you order groceries online and have them delivered.

you're NOT stupid. you're in pain and depressed: a horrible combination. i feel for you. I wish i could fix you. i wish life was different for you. hang in there, okay?

love and hugs,
ghost