Day five was not as good as day four, but I remain optimistic. I managed to pick up and organize a bunch of boxes and random clutter that had been sitting around since the holidays and take care of a few other things that I'd been putting off for the past month. Didn't necessarily feel good today like I did yesterday, but at least there was some energy and motivation.

My mind has felt like it's been tied up in a million little knots for longer than I can remember, and every thought or solution seems to cause a thousand new problems or reasons why the idea will fail. Today, I've felt like some of those knots are coming undone and I'm able to think a little more clearly without immediately giving up.

I'm sure part of the change has been due to feeling relief that the holidays are over, but I think the SAM-E is working some magic. The winter months are always the worst for me, so feeling even a little hope at this time of year is unusual to me. Just hope this continues!