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You can fight it.
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I would love to fight. I've lost so many things because of this. So many things I loved, so many goals I could not achieve, so much pain I have to live with.
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I know what you mean about the "they know!" thing - I feel like that a lot but I'm a little socially paranoid.
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They've always known. They knew from the beginning.
A normal, stereotypical life is all that I ever wanted. But it's not possible. Not for me. I am an introvert and a loner, but I don't like being that. I hate myself for being that.
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I wouldn't recommend getting spiritual/religious because it's all completely unbelievable BS that's based on lies
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That is exactly my opinion. I'm a nihilist. But I don't want to be. It's not fun. I just don't believe in religion. That's my problem.
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This is the best AvPD sub-forum on the web because our members are so just truly and legitimately AvPD that everyone exhibits avoidance behaviors in regards to posting here.
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I've always been a hardcore AvPD'er. It only brought me misery, lonelyness and the worst feelings I could ever experience in my life. It has to stop!