I think I know what you mean. I have been me but different circumstances have meant Ive had different lifestyles. Ive had parents then no parents, extreme wealth then no wealth at all. I was a substitute mother then nothing. A home then no home. A chance at another life in another country with a wealthy man (which I walked away from) Its like a book. I know people that still go to their family home on a sunday for dinner. The same home their parents bought when they got married and they have had the same life for 40 years. Not me. Ive had to adapt to new beginnings since I was 12. It has its good and bad points.