...and who walks and runs and trips over in this new space?

the same space I ruined...

all by myself...

there is no sad space I cannot fill with my sad recollections...

of my mistakes already made...

...and the wonderful feelings I took too far and felt too close!

...there is no room for a creature such disfigured emotional and haphazard dangerous!...

...I wish there was a spot for me and can I outrun the rational emotions I feel all the time?

...just to keep up with the irrational ones to?

I am running like a miserable monster....forever my terrible feet never touch the ground....

I wish I had no legs

...

then I could float in this disaster world.....

it hurts....

.....I watched a few function ...like

not me....

I am left to watch those be sad and the don't know I see...