Have you ever done something you knew would upset/make your T mad? Not with the intentions of doing so, but knowing they wouldn't approve. Some of you know a staff member here, I'll refer to her as K, pissed me off by an offensive comment about my CSA. And as passive-aggresively as I am, I decided not to talk to her, but also not to eat to spite her. She's getting concerned I can tell. I haven't eaten since Monday at 6 am.
Have you ever done something you knew would make T mad?
I know how stupid/petty/foolish this seems it does effect both of us because she'll eventually have to force me to eat or take me to the psych ward, but obviously more so me. It may not make sense but I can't really throw a temper tantrum like I usually do because you can get thrown out of the house and I'd be homeless. So it makes sense that one of the few ways I can throw a temper tantrum is by refusing to eat. THey have yet to catch on, thankfully because the staff switch shifts. They tell each other things and write an essay on each of us though.
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