hi thready
I am sorry to hear you have been struggling so long without any support. I am glad to hear that you are going to be evaluated. that sounds like the best course of action. with a diagnosis you can go through vocational rehabilitation to get a job with accomodations and finally be a success. welcome to psych central. you will find that we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome.