Granite...I believe she wants to help you. If she didn't want to then it would be her ethical duty to refer you out. She however has not done that yet. She hasn't given up hope yet that she can get through to you. However, she needs to change her tactic. I sometimes wonder if going to a therapist that takes a more structured approach would help more.

I really wish she would be more willing to change how she approaches your therapy. However, maybe that's all she's got. I just hate that you have so much turmoil week after week.