Im just scared
terrified of these panic attacks, anxiety... the shame and guilt,
i wish i could tell my pdoc that im scared, or anyone.
the pains can be so unbearable, i just feel like i dont know what im doing anymore.. and yet i cant stop undermining my own feelings... and i can't express what needs to come out, why is there such a dark force pulling me away from my life..? consuming my soul..? i just want to feel better and to not be afraid

what a lonely road...