Well, it's been a few days since the break-up and I'm lost. I just want to sleep all day to avoid the heartache and sadness I feel when I wake up. We still talk a bit, and I respect her decision to leave and try to sort out her life but I just don't know what to do with mine anymore. It's so hard to find something to do. I regret so much for not seeing a therapist earlier. If I would have, maybe I would have been able to salvage our relationship sooner. But the truth is, I didn't. And that tears me up inside everyday.