Honey, you really need to see a psychiatrist and see about being diagnosed. A lot of what you describe are symptoms of bi-polar But a dr. is the only one qualified to answer that question for you. It takes time to be properly diagnosed with bp. Usually you have to keep track of mood swings, how often, to what degree, what may trigger these moods, etc...
If you are diagnosed as having bp, then that is a big part of the problem solved because then you can begin doing something about it. Bp is very treatable with medication, but that takes time too. Finding the meds that are right for and at the correct dosage. Most of us have been there though and can help you through that process too.
You'll have to talk to your parents about getting to a dr. If they've experienced your mood swings they should agree and want to get you some help. Please do this as soon as possible because the sooner the better. Bp can cause a lot of pain and destruction in your life and in others lives. If there's any chance of avoiding that...take it!!!
I'll keep an eye out for you and I'll be here for you through the good times and the bad.
TgrsPurr.
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